Messages from you. .

When you passed away Ben gave my parents your cell phone because they didn't have one. Lauren was teasing my dad about his "pink phone." And when we call we still hear your voice on the message. I called you by accident shortly after you passed and left you a crying message that I missed you and to call me back.

My dad came for lunch yesterday and I was looking at all your messages. It was fun to read your sweet messages. . I could hear you talking as I read them.

When you were in the hospital me and your mom would send pictures and videos of your boys because you ached for them. I think your response to this one was, "Ohh, I love that boy! And his autie isn't to be either! Muah!"

Andrew's first mac n cheese. video quality is poor.

There were so many text messages from your mom and Hillary and Jessica and the nurses that loved you. We'll have to find a way to get them off that phone and saved.

Love you Lans.