Pieces of you

I must admit one of my favorite things about Marina is her desire to help preserve you.  She has gone to great lengths to get your voicemail message recorded to preserve your sweet voice.  She has compiled all your cards and pictures she has found for you and of you. She has talked to me about doing a scrap book for the boys as well.  

My mom found a great chest that she brought to your mom where they hope to compile all important Ilana things for your boys.  I had one little request . . if I could keep the pretty scarf you wore in this picture.

When you were feeling a little better and would visit with me, you would ask if we could go to Target - so thrilled to be out of bed and hobbling through a real store - and Target, the best store ever!!  You loved wearing scarves and when I saw you admire this one but say, "I probably shouldn't spend the money" I made you put it in the cart.  Then when I took pictures of  your sweet family you wore it again.

Marina brought it to me on Sunday . . and I slept with that pretty striped thing. . wondering if that yummy smell was yours. . and remembering it wrapped around your pretty little bald head.  It is comforting to have something tangible of yours to hold. I miss going to Target with you.  I love you.