Andrew face

I love when Kayla brings the boys over.  While I am enjoying focusing on my already big load and four kiddos, I have loved having them in my life and preschool has been the perfect situation.  I get to squeeze on my babies regularly and spoil like an aunty should!  You have big shoes to fill Lans and I have always been better at spoiling these boys than disciplining them.  

 Because do you know how hard it is to say no to this face . . YOUR face?.  The face of our inspiration, our heart, our laughter, our longing, our loss .. your little mascot.  Your PERFECT little mascot.

 

 I just marvel at these little boys who somehow, someway - through change after change and trial after trial continue with big smiles on their faces.

They have always been our concern.. . with loss of their mommy, in and out of different family members homes, changes in nanny's, new girlfriends / probable new step mom. . . there have been so many changes in their short little lives.  I just keep crossing my fingers we have loved them through this and that a new normal can be established and maintained.  That they will keep your positive sunny personality.

 Perfectly content.  . .